They say I'm too honest for my own good. But a lot of the time, I say I've done stuff I haven't. It looks like honesty, but it's not. It's false honesty. Exaggerated or made up for dramatic effect. Inspired by what I think folks are thinking already. Or what I think they wanna hear. Or by films I've seen, books I've read, games I've played
I echo other people's thoughts to give them catharsis, but I also echo my own! Double confusion. I'm like a walking talking storybook. I've told folks I'm a black belt, gypsy, criminal, veteran, everything. But I'm not. It's just that if I hear about something, I naturally mimic it, and part of the mimicry is saying I am or have done what I'm mimicking
I've dabbled in or read about or watched docs on everything, so I can understand all the different areas of life. I have needed to do this in order to be able to write the Sunray Project for everyone. Without my past experiences, I wouldn't know what I need to know to save the world. I've dabbled and observed, but have always had good intentions
Recently on here I exaggerated my manic episodes to try to impress a girl 😄 but it had the opposite effect. I've mostly been real with her, just sometimes I forget myself. As teens, all we did was roam from street to street, house to house and bar to bar in our hometown, looking for fun. As an adult, I did the exact same thing, but in big cities, and alone, coz I'd lost contact with my chums. I was still the same person as ever though. The same person I am now. A kind, sensitive mimic with a penchant for gluttony
I've drank too much, ate too much, smoked too much in my life. It has damaged me. No more! I gave it all up now. Gluttony is totally unhealthy. I don't recommend it to anyone. Every human being sins. All sins are unhealthy. My main one has always been gluttony, but I've mostly conquered it now. What is your main sin, and how is your fight against it going?
